What the f*ck happened to 2019?

It’s New Year’s 2019! How is it already 2020?! Did 2019 even happen? What did I even do?! It’s December 30th as I write this, and I honestly can’t get over the fact that 2019 is done. I feel like I didn’t actually DO anything that would require 365 days. DID THINGS EVEN HAPPEN?

But then I look at my calendar, and things happened. I did a lot. According to my calendar (yes, I literally looked back through my calendar and Clo Bare because that’s HOW hazy 2019 is to me), I powered through this year, one task, project, relationship or goal right after the other.